Hm, I had actually built up some sort of self-esteem for a while there. Maybe a year or so. I HAD GOOD THINGS GOING ON. EVERYTHING WAS BEING RIGHT.
Now I've fucked it all up. God, it will never get right again. Ever. I'm so fucking scared.
Oh and I actually may or may not have swine flu. I feel pretty blah right now.
I just want everything to go a bit okay. Why can't it be that way. I wish I could just change the past. Everything could be so much better.
fffffffffff I just feel so completely awful god trying not to make this longer but I reallly really want to write long paragraphs about how shit I feel sdfjjsdfjsjkdsdfkljsdlkha brb going to listen to shitty music while crying
ETA: ONE JOURNAL ENTRY WITHOUT A TYPO I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD












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"You know what they say about the leading man? He never dies."
Balthier
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when you fall for the garbage man, you won't ever be the garbage
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I note that it might be preferable to maintain one's sexy than to go to the extra effort of bringing sexy back.
You need to have a cup of tea and just sit and think about nothing for an hour or so.
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Don't get mad at me because your man didn't give you any dick last night.
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im gonna bite yew.>:]
but it wont hurt. promise.
let's go put some anesthesia.XD
goooosh.O____________O
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please check my gallery sometime from now on.^^
i like your drawing, rough lines are nice!
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"They that can give up essential liberty to obtain temporary safety deserve neither liberty or safety." -Benjamin Franklin, 1776
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